we sang the song, 'i just want You' for worship. and at that moment i felt as if God was asking me, do you really just want Me? or are you only just saying it? and i paused and hesitated and thought about it. i do want God but it seems like its only during my trying times and when i'm facing a crisis that i want Him. and God knows that. so He asked again if i really meant what i was singing. and i decided at that moment that no matter what, i'm gonna give my all to Him.
things are starting to unravel. and its amazing at what they are revealing. things really arent what it seems. and its true when they say never to judge a book by its cover. but i guess it's all happening for a reason.
i'm so tired! these past few days were just draining. emotionally and physically. not enough sleep. and just lots of confrontation and all. but its all good now.
cant wait for our road trip! the sunrise at the 12 apostles. i can just imagine it. but it would be so much better when i finally see it on monday morning! (: WAHHHH! cant wait!!!!
so anyway, just wanna say thanks to fimy for making things better. HUGS! and also to rach for always, ok not ALWAYS but there most of the time when i needa vent. to JOANNA! for listening to me vent. JEAN! to whom i've yet to speak to for a long time, but who's always there encouraging me.
i thank GOd for you all. (:
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