Tuesday, September 2, 2008

post mid sem exhaustion

i'm totally beat from studying too much. studying for accounting and finance was was no joke. i was trying to cramp everything into my head. i just couldnt seem to get the accounts and the nature of the accounts. and all the other stupid stuff like debit what and credit what. i'm just glad its finally over!

had my accounting mid sem test last night. it wasnt like THAT bad but horrible enough. but i'm just glad God saw me through it. gave me strength and wisdom when i needed it most. was there to keep me from breaking down and falling sick. more importantly, i learnt that no matter how busy you are, you need to keep yourself close to God. do your devotion regularly and stuff. i felt that after praying and looking to Him, there was this unexplainable energy that ran through my body. like i could study till 3 and not feel sleepy. haha. its still bad i know. but at least i managed to read through what i needed. although i couldnt memorize everything, i got like bits and pieces into my head. so when i looked through it again, it seemed familiar.
honestly, my friends were stressing me out. cos they seemed to know everything. but shona's right. i mean, we're all friends, so there's no need for competition. it wasnt about competition and beating them though. it was just that i didnt wanna stress myself out so i chose to sit alone while revising. didnt know if that like gave them the wrong idea. but it was cos i wanted to do things at my own pace and i felt that they were just tooo far ahead for me to catch up. haha.

finance was this evening. gosh. i didnt have time to finish my paper. ahah. i thank jon jon for helping me all the way from perth. even though your answers were like from wiki. ahha. thanks anyway. so anyway, after finance, there was this like feeling of great relief. haha. like the weight of the world got lifted off me. hah. so drama i know. headed to maccers for dinner with my urban life group. really fun bunch of christian i must say. though i still my girls back home. JEAN, JO !!!! ahha. but yea. they're nice ppl to be around. grounded in the Lord and really just pure nice ppl though i've only known them for a short while. really genuine ppl.

there's nothing much really. uni's getting more and more hectic! i have a 3000 words management essay due next wed, and my major accounting assignment due the week after. its like non stop work. there's like an urban life outing next sat at huili's place. gonna have HOT POT! how i miss that. with my cousins. steamboat at my place with my awesome family. ahahha. how we always make jerald finish up the beef when no one else can eat anymore. and how i would only eat the mushrooms and wanton. ahha. i miss sunday family dinners!! 

cant wait for the mid sem break! jonathan asked me why mid sems are sooo late! he said we should have them now cos we're all drained. i agree! ahha. should take it to the student association. or maybe student rights. ahahahh. ah wells. 
going for the ocean road tour thingy. dont really know what's it about. but think we're gonna rent a car and go for like a day trip or sth. dont worry, my friends are all experienced drivers. we'll definitely pray before setting off. ahah. its gonna be a nice slow drive. relaxing and just hanging out with great friends. the kinda life i like. ahah. fimy and i needa like plan what to do. where to go. how to go. ahha. should be fun. 

what else should i talk about? ahah. there's nothing much really. everything here's fine. i'm not sick thank god. i'm learning to cook. ahah. and i can do my own laundry! i miss the food back home! i miss all my friends! i miss church! i miss starbucks! i miss SCV!!! omg! there's like nothing much to watch here in the afternoon! ahah. at night yes. but i'm hardly watching tv at all can you believe that! my daddy will be soo proud! ahha. ah wells. i still am missing HK and korean dramas though! why dont they have it here!

ok. i should go to bed soon!!! too tired!

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