to him, i'm perfect.

only a day has passed here in melbourne. the weather was rather nice. windy and cool. was a little cold but i think its cos i'm not used to the cold yet. so slowly.

what i'm afraid of actually is that i'm slowly gonna forget how much i'm missing you. and how much i need to hold you right now. when that really happens, i think i'm gonna be the most foolish girl on earth. to give you up like that would be so stupid.

the thing is, i miss home so much! and i really dont want to stay here anymore. what i'm giving up in spore is far too precious. i sometimes think its not worth it.

but being here makes me stronger. being away from you taught me to treasure you more. i know that's so stupid and unfair to you. and i apologize. i think i might really be falling for you.

should i give it all up?