don't you wish that the conversations never end. that we never have to hang up. that we could look at each other as long as we want! i do.
i wish things were easy to deal with. i hoped that i wouldnt be this in love with you so it'll be easier for me to live life as i want here. as much as falling in love with you was the best thing that's ever happened to me, i sometimes wish that i've never given my heart to you so it wouldn't be this hard for me to be away from you.
it wasn't so bad last year when i first left you. i got over you so easily. but when i came back and things changed, it became harder to be away from you. at the beginning of the year when i left you again, i told myself that if i gave myself to you one more time, i might not be able to step out of that hole. but guess what, i did. and now, i can't get out of it and the worst part is, i might be falling deeper and deeper every moment i'm away from you.
the course of true love never did run smooth.
-william shakespeare, a midsummer night's dream.
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