uni life.

truth be told, wasnt really looking forward to coming back. really enjoyed my time in spore. and i didnt really wanna let go of a lot of things. friends family. coming back here, i can start to feel home sickness setting in. cant help but cry when i talk to my dad. 

at least i have my aunt and uncle and sister here. so it isnt so bad. really wish it could be that easy. to just start life anew. takes a little adjusting to though. there was so much i wanted to hold on to in spore. when i first came here, i thought i could handle living alone. doing things alone. but i guess that isnt something i can avoid forever.

i so need a shoulder to cry on now. this is the time when you really need your friends and family. more importantly, family.

i guess i'm gonna try to get back to sleep again.

just keep praying for me. i so need God now.